After looking at some blogs, i can see that everyone is having a good time on a friday night. All seems to be well....just plain FUCKED up im stuck at home.....Well its just one of those nights when u seem to HATE EVERYTHING thats around u...everything seems to go wrong or not ure way and what else can u feel besides the festering sin inside u....whatever man....

I see the sun as it is swollowed by the hills
The shadows spread and soon envelop all
Just like me inside the dread grows
The moon hangs wearily as a new life begins
Not so different yet in its own splendour
But what benign things could,
Take my moon away???
Prehaps the cause was your eclipse...

Marcus "Marzipan" Tan last came on 7/31/2004 10:38:00 AM.

 Ashes to ashes dust to dust... The wind blows hard, mixed with death's scent... a speck of dust enough to blind..a scar for eternity, reminiscence of its wake....It all forms a wall around me.....slowly the vision becomes clearer, the wall becomes merely a veil of shadow but what i see at the other end is just darkness....for I am part of that veil but for another....I am just a speck......Dust to dust.........

 
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles and
wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but
somehow I want more....
 
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain 
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
 
She will be loved........
 
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I believe Love is never there waiting, It is created.
My affirmation

Marcus "Marzipan" Tan last came on 7/29/2004 02:22:00 AM.