Sunday, March 05, 2006

Unanswerable answers

Why are we even living in this world for?

You can give me a thousand reasons yet not one can be confirmed. can never be

If our lives are already planned for us, then why bother to even live it?
Id rather just die and see my life story unfold than to live through it

Give me a fast forward, give me the end, i dont want anymore answers i dont want anymore questions

Im beginning to cannibalize myself, cannibalizing my brain with my own thoughts, they devour me with such fury every day that i cant think anymore. My head hurts. It hurts and everything else does.

Then comes the surrealism of this world. Reality is inverted and i feel i am escaping reality by going into actual reality. The laughter of friends, the chit of chatter. theyre like drugs. A high. Then your head gets hit by a truck and u realise after that is gone, so are you. what the hell. should just get hit by the truck in the first place, same end, same effect
Marcus "Marzipan" Tan last came on 3/05/2006 03:29:00 PM.


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Who I want to be
... Is this a dream or reality?
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