They say love is setting the other free
But how do you let go of memories
When your soul it attatches


You cant lose what you never had
But why do I feel like a loser?


I realise that I can relate better to girls than guys in matters of the heart
Not that I am gay, just not ruthless
Why do the bad guys always win? There is no place left in this world
But why should I change.


Time and time again fate plays his cruel hand, mocking me.
It taunts me with such sting that it awakens me
And makes realization of a fool
At the brunt of every joke's end

This void that is growing, like a disease
Equally in my head, torments me daily
When I think of how things were
And how it is so different
Perhaps perhaps perhaps,
Change is my foe, change is my woe

What I only desire, in this world of man
A simple love, which eternally eludes my hand
The greatest thing in this world is to love and be loved in return

And as fate has it, I shall always be the one waiting
For this greatest thing.
But I still will,
Even if a fool Im called
Because there is no greater loss , than living without a Soul


Welcome to my world beneath the joyful calm of the horizon
The eternal world of chaos which is me ...

Marcus "Marzipan" Tan last came on 2/19/2006 04:27:00 PM.